The Ramblings & Musings of A Reject

(I borrowed this from a Facebook friend. I think it makes a point.. don’t you?-GR)

Ladies, Don’t ever beg a man to give you what you deserve or want. Don’t make excuses for his actions. If he cares, he wont forget or be too busy to call you, tell you good morning, good afternoon, and good night. Do the little things to make you smile. He’ll go to bed and wake with you on his mind and express this feeling with a text/phone call to say so. He’ll show you affection behind closed doors, around his boys and in public. You’ll know your important and you can depend on his word. You wont be a “secret” or a “wonder if”. You’ll be a part of his decision making and he a part of yours. He’ll answer the phone when your around. He’ll be there in good and bad times. He’ll lead with Godly wisdom and not emotions. He’ll use what you went through in the past to make your future that much brighter. You’ll be a part of his daily routine, you’ll be a want to not a have to, a pleasure not a burden, an automatic not a force, a need not an obligation. Check your “role” , know your worth and don’t settle. Be that one God would have you to be. Honored and respected , cherished and adored , loved unconditionally . Be THAT one , not the OTHER one!!

It’s a wonder I let you stick around.
It will all come back in the end..
The lies you tell won’t gain you fame.

Thinking that I don’t know..
Oh I know more than you think.
I know..

We’re better than we were before
Is the line I read not long ago..
Not something you say when you’re apart..

I was fine before..
I was..
Before you uttered those three words..

Via text none the less..

Scared? No..
Fear? No

You made your choice long ago..

You plead the fifth cause you have secrets to hide.
I ask you for honesty,
Yet you give me lies.

Managed by distance is what you like.
Not dealing with the cause of your lies.
Egomaniacal you are..
Desperate for attention?

Oh fuck yes you are.

I’m in this hole again cause of you..
But I learned a lesson
not to be a fool.

I’ll stay closed off to ward off someone
like you..

An emotional pariah

Preying on the fool.

Stupidly optimistic I was cause I loved you.

Now intelligently pessimistic, jaded & through..

Copyright2012 scp.

I’m too open sometimes
like the sea.
Arms wide open for entry,
Welcoming..
No gates to protect me.
Land masses surround me as I crash around like tidalwaves amass the shipwrecks abound.

Pilfered & robbed of my deepest treasures,
Left barren & riddled with pain as another sailor leaves after
staking his claim.
Not conquered, merely made calm..
Until…

They never stay.
They always leave.
No one really loves the sea.

So, I craft tsunamis to block entry,
Send my kracken to devour.
Place my treasures in the deep
recesses of my ocean bed,
So that they will stay on the surface
And far from inside the soul of me.

Neptune isn’t my keeper,
I’m hollowed ground.

They never stay.
They always leave..
No one really loves the sea…

Copyright2012 scp.